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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

and through all of these time that has passed ..
i've lived ; loved ; smiled ; hurt ; grown ; changed .
and etc etc .
exact opposite of what i was .
rather . who i was .

its funny how so much has changed yet somehow .
some just don't .
regardless of what happens .
eh ?

i've got the urge to watch butterfly effect all over again .
and yes .
there's a sequel !
i'm so gonna catch it .

and ohh .
i caught click today .
*big smile .
great movie .
love the concept .

and oh it rained today ..
the way i used to love .
its the kinda rain where i wouldn't resist walking into .
its the kinda rain where i would walk in with pts back in stc .
its the kinda rain where i would leave my house the moment i smell it .
its the kinda rain i walked in when someone told me i was like a rose stripped bare of its thorns ; vulnerable .
yet now the stem's overgrown with thorns tht never fail to prick anyone who comes close .

its been awhile.. ((:

and suddenly i recall ..
the squirrells ; dark woods ; and fireflies . ((:
and a certain line stuck to a certain part of my life .
konya kimi ai zatten dekkinai ?
hahaha .
i forgot how to spell it i think .

what would you do if you had a urc ?
would you use it ?
or would you rather tackle life and situations as they are ?
i guess ..
for me .
as tempting as it sounds .
i wouldn't .
cause ..
yeah .
you never know what you might miss out .
no ?
((:
but sometimes however .
isn't it better to not know ?
rather than knowing at the end of the day .
when its wayyyyyyyyyyyy too late .
where things would never be able to go back to how it used to be .
somehow i'm back to the topic of ..
don't ask if you're not prepared for the answer.
hahaha.
goodness .

this is sucha random entry .
chaos theory .
((:
intriguing .
no ?
maybe i shall watch butterfly with the girls when they come over tmr !
since its alr thursdayy. ((:
good idea.
heh .

there's something alluring about walking along a one feet spacing border ..
cutting off one side of the road from another .
whilst the warm yellow street lights glow dreamily along both sides of the road ..
the stillness of the night ..
accompanied by the sounds of a few vehicles while they zoom past you .
as though you aren't exactly there at all in the first place .
the coolness of the night .. gentle breeze from the rain that just ended .
beautiful song with the sweetest lyrics ringing in your head ..
imagine . ((:

and somehow i feel more at ease than i've ever been in months .
or maybe .
longer than that .
an unexpected burst of energy that went on for a few hours was an obvious improvement .
and oh .
the blurry view of the skyline topped it off .
((:

great day .
good day .
almost perfect day . ((:
couldn't ask for more.
heh .

;elysium.
11:41:00 PM